Greypple

Greetings from almost two years back. I'm a bit disgusted how I've neglected this hobby. Surely some secret reason resides in the depths of my sub-conscious or whatever. Maybe got bored, maybe grew up, don't know. *shrug* Either way, anyone who visits here should know, this account hasn't died. I'm here alright. Keeping an eye on people -insert horrid stalker face-. As for submitting anything.. that's a different story. Drew something today,  and you can imagine how difficult it was to make any sense out of it, all the guilty thoughts of "waste your time on something truly important" or "this is pointless" filled my mind. Didn't finish

Anyone else having problems with Sai eating your artwork? It's making me nuts. Imagine your ready picture getting lost into space, cause sai randomly crashes when you're actually trying to save. You know, just to prevent stuff like this from happening? God, cruel faith i guess. I'm just glad i didn't waste hours to make it. Was merely trying shit out. Have to feel sorry for those who had it worse, i can tell how frustrating it feels. Makes me lose my sleep. Anyway the third time finishing the picture and i'm so fed up. Feels like I'm in art school and the teacher tells me "DO IT AGAIN" and erases all the shit I've already done. I kinda fee

All my time is wasted on school atm and to Dota 2 (or ff7 for nostalgia). No game gives such thrills I'm afraid (so competitive). I'm pretty sure most Dota players can agree with me. Haven't had much interest in drawing, guess you could blame the current situation I'm in. But maybe I'll find something worthwhile. You know I hardly draw anything else than fan art. I need ideas. Need ideas that make me excited, haha. Plus my problem with giving up too soon. I just don't care to bother myself enough. Anyway, I should have more time to think about drawing now. Might even plan coming back here to entertain people. For the good or the bad. Cheer